what goes around comes around

ini bukan nk cite pasal hukum karma or org buat kita ke apa.haha. tp pasal barang. i always live my life thinking that for every stuff/things that i lost, i believe it will came to me eventually. and yes, it did happen. long time ago, ive lost my pendrive and i have no worries abt it though it has a sentiment value to me. then it return to me again. see? and happen so many times already for another things. this time i lost my matrix card. i admit i have a bit worries, to remake it, i need money yo. but alhamdulillah i found it.

and and i hope the pelangi yg hilang pun akan muncul kembali dlm hidupku. hihi ^^

selasa oh selasa

setiap hr selasa je, mesti ada something yg berlaku
at first, im looking forward to go through tuesday's life, but then makin hari ke hari i realize that tuesday makes my whole weekdays sucks

and i hope esok is a better tuesday
PLIS TUESDAY! jgn bg aku a hard day like before2 ni.

hikmah

today ive learned that ada hikmah disebalik setiap apa yg terjadi
yes i noe oredi, but today mengukuhkan lg pd aku yg stiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya

LIFE IS FAIR~

Fallen

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

awake

u know wut i wanna do now? im gonna pull myself together and im gonna be the first.im better than them. and dis is the first time i ll be SERIOUS! lets see.

walk again

starting all over again, having the chance to fight your fears, believing in yourself, and being willing to change every complicated or not situation you are into, in order to make things better & love yourself and your faults... it's about waiting for the right time to leave everything behind, and restart, as many times as needed, your life , as well as revising your plans... 

kejo gilo

salam, last wednesday, aku takkan lupakan, that moments and will stay as sweet and unforgettable memories for me. hari tu ada event PM dtg U aku. utk perasmian YSS menda tah and amanat PM. aku habis kelas math pukul 6, then terus amik bus balik ke kolej dgn kwn aku ni. kolej aku bersebelahan dgn kolej kwn aku. sampai-sampai je ada pembahagian makanan, tp T-shirt utk program tu dah habis. sbb aku lambat.. wuuuu. then kwn aku ni call tanya aku kt mana. kolej dia, yg tak berpagar tu, dah ditutup semua grill so that takde yg masuk, dorg nak make sure sume pegi event tu, so dia pun tumpang duk bilik aku jap. then kami bercadang nak pegi gak event tu as ada kupon utk kemasukan kolej next sem, tp cam penat je. so, lepak-lepak dulu, makan then sembahyang. then kami decide utk tak pergi event tu. penat sgt kot. dgn kelas one whole day. *sigh

then, aku pun pergi bathroom mandi, tetibe waktu dah habis shower, blackout! so i make my way out of the bathroom yg gelap tu dgn cepat. terdengar ada org dlm toilet g. perghhh tak tahan sgt la tu. sanggup. cis! dorg dah putuskan bekalan letrik! so, kami pun lepas bersiap, nak kuar laa. ingat nak pergi makan-makan and lepak tempat lain. my rumet sorg pun ada gak. turun bawah tgok sume pintu grill dah berkunci, theres no way out! takkan kami nak berkurung dlm ni cam prisoner? nak tunggu for another few hours? no way! dgn panas gile. then we try to find another way. cari punya cari, and romate aku manage utk kluar tp guna cara bahaya. tak sanggup aku. gile ah rumate aku ni. so kami cari jalan lain.

lastly both of us manage to keluar! hehe. tp gile ah, keluar dari koridor tingkat satu. panjat dari besi kt hujung koridor tu, ke zink then ke bumbung pejalan kaki and lompat ke bawah. (see the pictures la nanti). tapi aku proud dgn keberanian aku. yg kwn aku sorg ni cuak gila. take time gak ar nk lepas besi kt hujung koridor tu. haha. lastly berjaya. wuhuuu!  terasa best giler because first time kot wat kerja camnih. senakal camnih. HAHA

k till then.