finally

finally, i gain somethings that i wanna damn much and now i loss something else.. but its sokay,  i don need someone who were sooo annoying and perasan. pergi mampus lahhh

papa mama

salam hi..

its the forth day of my new semester..im now a 3rd year students..masa pegi kelas td my friends all ckp aku makin kurus..huwaaaa..
ok back to da topic..kisah nye cmni..few days ago, naik bus nk balik sa..aku dpt seat single belakg sekali..mase bus singgah kt jeti butterworth ade sorg mamat ni and his 2 small kids naik dok sbelah aku..i mean sbelah sana laa..pastu si anak ni best laa dpt brjln so dok bsing2 yeay2 nak balik kL..pstu sorg anak ni tetibe sbut "mama papa"..then si ayah ckp "mama dh takde ade papa je"..then si anak ckp beulang kali mama dah mati.. pastu ckp "mama amik besi katok kepala papa kan.."then si papa terus ckp "diam lahh"..and mengalihkan perbualan dgn meng"on"kn tv kt fon..bukak sinetron aliya.. ok satu bus leh dengar tu.. i donno wuts wrong but i feel like his children shoudnt utter that words..seems harsh..i donno or maybe the father taught his kids to hate their mother...maybe..and for just a small kids to say that words..its not worth it..klu laa aku ada anak cmtu mcm nk tampar mulot..hoho..

kecewa

aku tak phm laa dgn kerenah manusia ni. kita tak terlepas dr wt silap kan? we are not perfect. i am not perfect. mmg aku buat salah. mmg salah aku kerana xdpt menahan kemarahan aku dan cakap lepas. tp knp perlu hukum aku cmni? aku dah mintak maaf dah. i am really really sorry. but still aku dilayan sebegini. and dilihat sbg loser and desperate sgt oleh dia. can time heals everythings?

what goes around comes around

ini bukan nk cite pasal hukum karma or org buat kita ke apa.haha. tp pasal barang. i always live my life thinking that for every stuff/things that i lost, i believe it will came to me eventually. and yes, it did happen. long time ago, ive lost my pendrive and i have no worries abt it though it has a sentiment value to me. then it return to me again. see? and happen so many times already for another things. this time i lost my matrix card. i admit i have a bit worries, to remake it, i need money yo. but alhamdulillah i found it.

and and i hope the pelangi yg hilang pun akan muncul kembali dlm hidupku. hihi ^^